Hardest part of the day

Gosh, this is indeed the hardest part of the day. It does really hurt when you really miss somene.
How bad you want them to be next to you, to be able to touch them and not say a words. Just be in the moment,
that silent moment.

I can only wish, I can only wish. There's nothing I can do and neither of him.

Just take a deep breath and suck it up.

Maybe I have done a lot of wrong doings that I'm punished to deal with all these shitss.

Who am I to say that anyway.